I know it's been around four months since I posted anything, and I'm sorry to anyone who's been waiting on an update. On January 18th, 2018, my grandmother passed away quite suddenly. The chain reactions of these events, have been unspeakably horrific. Someday I may tell the entire story, but seeing as how aforementioned events are still affecting my life, I will wait.
I have tried to sit and write a post several times since then, but I haven't been able to find the words to explain how entirely heartbroken I am. It is currently the early morning hours before Mother's Day, and I think I can finally say something. We all experience the death of a loved one, typically this begins with our grandparents or parents, to everyone who may be going through these losses right now (or ever have), I will not tell you it gets easier, too many people say that, but I'll say it hits you at the worse times, turns your happy smile into mournful tears. But you will survive, maybe even thrive, ignore the guilt for moving on, anyone who loved you would want you to live a happy and fulfilled life.
I have so much I want to talk about, I desperately want to return to some semblance of normal, a new normal, but still. I've been working on a project pretty diligently, Code Red is at a halt, but I will be finishing up it's editing, and working on publishing again soon. I started the journey of Code Red on May 1st, 2017, and I want nothing more than for it to continue in the coming months.I'm also going to be starting back to school in August (studying Psychology!!).
My life has been experiencing a lot of change, so I won't promise any regular updates, but I will do my very best to post whenever I get the chance to.
Come back soon!
Taila Out.
I have tried to sit and write a post several times since then, but I haven't been able to find the words to explain how entirely heartbroken I am. It is currently the early morning hours before Mother's Day, and I think I can finally say something. We all experience the death of a loved one, typically this begins with our grandparents or parents, to everyone who may be going through these losses right now (or ever have), I will not tell you it gets easier, too many people say that, but I'll say it hits you at the worse times, turns your happy smile into mournful tears. But you will survive, maybe even thrive, ignore the guilt for moving on, anyone who loved you would want you to live a happy and fulfilled life.
I have so much I want to talk about, I desperately want to return to some semblance of normal, a new normal, but still. I've been working on a project pretty diligently, Code Red is at a halt, but I will be finishing up it's editing, and working on publishing again soon. I started the journey of Code Red on May 1st, 2017, and I want nothing more than for it to continue in the coming months.I'm also going to be starting back to school in August (studying Psychology!!).
My life has been experiencing a lot of change, so I won't promise any regular updates, but I will do my very best to post whenever I get the chance to.
Come back soon!
Taila Out.
